Sadistic words to hurt, to kill,
Sadistic mind too cold, too shrill
No chance to love, no chance to smile
No chance to make a day worthwhile
They say I'm sick, they say I'm twisted
They say they wish I'd never existed
Yet their hurt, their pain fascinates me
Yet this is the way I'm supposed to be
Always treated with disdain
Always the bringer of hate and pain
I can't love, I can't care
I live for the purpose of despair
When I smile people cower
Too much talent, too much power
No one wants to come too close
I'm the thorn without a rose